Depression Hurts

My Moms suposed Best Friend went after my dad. And my mom is so upset she started smoking again yesterday! My dad wants to buy her a dog to make up for it(like that will solve anything dumbass). I love my father but he is a huge dumbass! She had girlsnight, we went to Central Market and wasted mula, we watched Marmaduke at the ghetto movies to take her mind off of it, but it doesn't help that this bitch lives right next door! I just don't know what to do for her. I can't believe we never saw the signs...

Allready a Bad Day and its only 11:00

First I walked out of the house and accidently forgot my phone and sixflags pass! Then my cousin didn't answer his phone to let me in, we had to go back to Rachels to get the key i left at her house, then i find out my card isn't there because my dad lost it!!! Mylinh went to Bo Nguis and i wish i had too because now im spending my day at home completely bored!
And I'm not going to Guadalupe with Richard and Cindy :(

Plans

Aug 4- Green Horn Round Up(yay im a freshman)
Aug 5 & 6 - no plans but my mom specificaly took those 2 days off work...
Aug 7- Guadalupe River(need to borrow shorts from Rachel if I can't buy some at Wal-Mart)
Aug 23- First Day of school(between now and then I REALLY wanna throw a party...)

Summer is Starting To Pick Up and It's almost over!

well my mom and her friends went to South Padre Island last weekend. She's deathly afraid of heights and went PARASAILING! its all the gossip among the neighbors :P. SHe brought me back a shell necklace, an anklet, and a tanktop that say South Padre Island.
Earlier before she left we went shopping at Rue21 in order to obtain(BIG word) a coupon so we could go shopping again the first week of August. I bought a plaid shirt, a green tanktop, red skinny jeans, black skinny jeans.
Then I discovered bleach and bleached my blue shorts and an old pair of black jeans(when you bleach black it turns red). So now their f'ing awesome!
Then I went shopping with Ashlyn, Alison, and Rachel. Ashlyn and Alison have never been to Rue21 before so we went there, and to Hobby Lobby, and Sammoon(never been there before but its awesome they have every bow color imaginable!!!), Target(where we saw Ms. Leatherman who used to be our algebra teacher, we saw chelsea whos my sorta friend at sammoon). We ate lunch at Jasons Deli, and I didn't have any money except some change but I bought a spiral for $0.15 and crayons for $0.25 just so i had bought something :P.
Rachel wants me to go to sixflags with her tomorrow but I'm not sure if I have to watch Mylinh or not, I did alot of stuff already this week so I'm not sure if my mom will like the idea...

DRINKS

My parents are probaly the coolest parents. Right now they are hanging out with Tam(2nd cousin) and the neighbor. They are shooting drinks and all that fun stuff, they are very interesting and I feel like Richard and Cindy are part of family but I think they find it strange that no matter how used to them I get I just feel awkward talking to them now that I'm 14 Ive gotten better about speaking with them but I still feel out of my league but I'm working on it ok :)

Planning the Plan to Make Plans

Tuesday: going to Red Lobster for lunch with Bo' Ngui
possibly going to hang out with Rachel(and Dipa?)
Wednsday: going to the Zoo
Thursday: Cooks Childrens Volunteering

and thats as far as the planning goes because there is probably nothing else that i will be doing :/

Summer Sucks

My sisters just called to talk about their summer in this little hoedunk town and its 10 flipping times more fun than mine!!! They go swimming, I've gone maybe 3 times since summer began. I've done absolutly nothing this summer but stare at the computer in boredom, clean the flipping house, and watch my flipping sister! I didn't get nothing from my o' ngui when he came down to visit, mylinh got $200 worth of chiz! And on top of that if my Dad was home we'd be going to Sixflags, seeing movies, and we'd actually be flipping celebrating the forth of july with richard and cindy by going down to the lake instead of me BABYSITTING! but my Dad hasn't been home for 3 weeks because he's been at work! My moms been working day and night as well, so im just about having the worst flipping summer in the history of the flipping world!!! I wish my parents weren't always working lately and i hate the flipping economy! the most interesting thing ive done is go see Eclipse this week! F' that i wanted to have a fun summer, not this chiz plus once school starts im gonna drown in school work, and id better be able to make some kinda impact other than geek with no life(this summers not helping that chiz but my parents need someone to babysit while they work, yay for me)

SoSo

Mylinh's sick. The thermometers broke, and she won't take her medicine.

I'm missing Sam, but the rest of us(Dipa Rach and Me) are supose to go do volunteering stuff later this week.

Wow my life is sooooo boring @_@

MY SHOE!

The Flippin Dog ate my shoe! omgeezus i am so mad at him!!!!

Bad Day

my period is so heavy that im going through super tampons every 2 hours!
My mom screamed at me for:
being a Vegitarian
losing her steak knife(uhh what about Vegitarian makes you think I used your steak knife?)
volunteering at Cooks Childrens downtown and her missing a turn on the way there(uhh its not my fault you can't drive)
not eating enough(im not hungry when im on my period okay but i usually eat like a PIG)

But then I saw the new Eclipse (twilight showing of the new twilight movie) and it was all better, (except for my period which almost ruined the movie for me)

Road Trip

the summer of 2014 we wanna go on a road trip!!!

Paranoia

Samantha was going to come over at 4:00pm today. When she didn't show up I thought she was running late, so I called to make sure. It was 4:30pm then.No answer.
At 5pm I texted my mom at work to get my Samantha's mom's number so I could call her instead. She didn't text back until 6pm.No answer.
I asked my dad for Samantha's dad's number at 6pm as well. No answer.
I start to worry, what could haave happened that she's not answering? It's normal for her to not pick up the phone but she has never ditched me when we had plans before. Was she in a car accident, in the hospital?
I worried up until 7pm when Samantha calls me
"Sorry I fell asleep."

What's Happening

So this guy that has had a crush on me for like 2 years started texting me again 2 days ago and I don't know how to tell him to leave me alone. He's a really sweet guy and all but just so boring, I can't stand talking to him.
My best friend Rachel hasn't answered her phone in almost two weeks and I'm worried because she never does that, Samantha does it to me all the time but its abnormal for Rachel and if I can't get a hold of her I can't invite her to go see Eclipse with me on Thursday.
Samantha is leaving on July 2 to go to visit her childhood best friend Izzi in California and Washington and she won't be back until August. I'm going to miss her while she's gone.
The only other person I've talked to this summer is Elias. He's like my 'homeboy' we talk all the time. He's gonna teach me how to shoot on an airsoft gun (its not the real thing but he says the concept is the same)
I was angry with Dipa but I realized that even though she was being rude and mean and hangs out with some rude and mean people at heart she is just a gullible, naive idian person so I forgive her. I mean after insidents like Barbique Chips* and Tampons* it just can't be her fault.
Samantha is coming over today before she leaves for Vaca` hopefully.

Summer Vaca`

Life is boring. Mom is irritating. Friends are vacationing. I am babysitting(nonstop). Weather is hot. Tan is nonexistant(so far). Money is none(nada). Worry is through-the-roof(Freshman Year and all AP classes, how will i survive!?). Hair is frizzed[note-to-self: get hair cut, split ends are horrible!].
Am learning Spanish( Eso es terrifica` de hablar de mi.[ok so its a work in progress, what did u expect?]). Reading the Lord of The Flies(bleh).
How exciting. XP